The Unmaking of I Am a Sex Addict

Snippet! My second collab with Caveh, and my first crack at rotoscoping. After One Minute Racist, Caveh wanted to do another animated film. He had this audio from a story he’d told at Porchlight in San Francisco, so we set about dramatizing it.

This project sat on a back burner for well over a year, but I hit the skids in early 2009 when I couldn’t find work. I contacted Caveh and said, “Let’s finish that short!” It was the only conceivable way to get paid at the time. Alan had backed out of the project by now, so I had to come up with a way to animate the talking narrator portion without claymation. (Hence the rotoscoping.) In the end, this film had 4 different styles – you can see the sketchbook scene, and a bit of the silhouetted rotoscope (Caveh pantomimed in front of a camera with the audio playing off his iPod); there was also a cartoony style for most of the story, similar to my portions of One Minute Racist, and a semi-realistic style for a film shoot toward the end (I was never entirely happy with that last one).

I worked about 70 hours a week on it for a month to get it done so I could pay late rent. I’ve probably never worked that hard on anything in my life – it was weirdly glorious, but only survivable because there was a deadline in sight. The closest I’ve ever come to Joseph Gordon-Levitt is we’re both on Wholphin #9.

Wax

Dug this out from the college archives. I’d been casting army men in wax for my 3D Visual Dynamics class, and decided to film one of them melting in the hot plate (which was mostly full of already-melted red wax). Some time later I was assigned in a different class to make a short based on a proverb, so this footage came in useful.

I realized too late it’s actually “old soldiers” that don’t die. I also realized too late that everyone uses army men when they first start casting, but whatever!

One Minute of One Minute Racist

Snippet! I made this thing near the end of College Round 2 – my first collaboration with Caveh Zahedi outside of him being my Production teacher. There was a competition at CurrentTV to make a film about prejudice, and the winner would get, like, three grand. Caveh filmed a story about the time he caught himself being racist against Asians for a hot second, and I offered to help when it was clear Alan would have trouble animating the whole thing. We made the first version in a weekend, and my animation was atrocious. We didn’t win. But Current expressed interest in broadcasting it, so we gave it an overhaul and I completely re-did all the animation to the style you see here, and we got paid a lump sum for the effort.

Alan Peterson is responsible for the claymation, and he drew all those lovely borderless pastel backgrounds. He also came up with the idea of putting the squiggly white behind the characters to hint at a torn-paper draw cycle. I did all the drawn animation and much of the lipsynch.

Looking at this older stuff, I keep thinking how I could do it better now. I like some of my contribution a lot, but it’s very clearly a fresh animator trying to turn limited skills into a style. Smart tactic, but I’ve since improved. Doesn’t seem to be on CurrentTV anymore, either…

Yarp.

This has been a big Old Stuff dump. That’s all that I have online at present, but I’ll probably be uploading more soon, so brace yourself for another of these.

If you ever need to navigate between these things, use the tag cloud at the bottom. Ra ra ra.

Move Right

A micro-chiptune made in PxTone Collage. You can download the looping source file here (requires ptPlayer – I know this site’s in Japanese, look for “download”).

This was output from a rut I got into after a long stretch of not making anything. My girlfriend and I worked out an arrangement where I had to produce work every week our else she had permission to punish me by means of her choosing (fact: my girlfriend owns a taser). I made one PxTone song a week for 7 weeks under this system – this one was the best (might post more later).

That work-or-get-punished system was a good jumpstart for me, basically a Ulysses Compact to get moving our get your ass handed to you. I also coded a lot for OEM during this period. We were cribbing from Dom/sub dynamics, and if ever I am so fortunate as to give a talk on this at the IGF, I’d call it “Nintendo D/s.”

KOT

I edited a weekly sexual politics podcast called Kink On Tap for about 35 episodes in 2010. Here’s a rundown of what I’d do for them.

This is an unedited sequence – it’s ~25 seconds long:

This is the same sequence after editing and noise removal:

You can tell by the fact that it’s 5 seconds (20%) shorter that it’s been edited, but in case it’s not obvious how, notice the differences in this snippet (the first is the edited version, and the second is the original piece):


You can also compare these (again, the first is the edited version, the second is the raw audio):


What’s been done here is, first, I’ve removed the ambient white noise of the microphones. Then I rooted out any stutters, um’s and uh’s, pops, or audible mouse-clicks. (In the case of “this- this- this show,” I’ve spliced the S of the first “this” into the SH of the word “show.”) Finally, I shortened any pauses that feel just slightly too long. It’s important to make sure the final version still feels as natural and conversational as the original, which is why some some stutters make it into the final edit; I only remove anything that breaks the flow of the conversation.

Editing couldn’t correct Meitar’s pronunciation of “initiative,” however.

Cornography

2 clips from Cornography, a documentary about the US corn industry. This was the second time I did rotoscoping, and the first time I did the kind of compositing that I like to do when I rotoscope.

Er, right, what does that mean? Rotoscoping is when you trace video footage to make an animated image that moves very realistically. It’s a very meditative practice that I enjoy, and a good thing, too, because it takes hours and hours. By “compositing” I mean that I can take different still or moving images and, by rotoscoping them, make them appear to be in the same scene, or manipulate them to change their meaning. That dog was not, in fact, being walked by an ear of corn. (It was actually on a treadmill.)

I did temp voiceovers for this, but they were so much better than the guy the directors had in mind that I ended up doing all the narration myself. Also revamped bits of the script – “and then we eat the cow” and was my addition, and I wrote out a long, awful  list of corn puns like “darn near ear-resistible.” I should dig that out…

Tea

Oakland, also 2006ish. Made this for my Directing class… I think. Couldn’t get to campus to check out a camera, so this was filmed on my housemate’s teeny tiny digital still camera, in 30 second bursts because that was the video limit. Had to keep emptying out the hard drive, too. But it was a camera you could stick inside a tea box! (Note: whip-pan-into-tracking-shot while performing. The Academy doesn’t even have an Oscar for that!)

Sound design stitched together from ~7 wholly improvised takes over the finished video. In, like, the 2 hours before class. Some bit of me is still baffled that people have responded to it. Wish I still had them heart-covered boxers.

Ass Danced Off By Danskin

Oakland, circa 2006. Served as my final project in both Production and Sound As Image. Rejected from the end-of-the-year juried show, but liked enough by students to, along with several other rejects, kickstart a non-juried show immediately following the juried show. Wore my pink tuxedo to that.

What was especially fun about this one was that the song and the video were made in tandem. Went something like this:

  1. Filmed self dancing in front of a camera w/ a wide-angle lens for about an hour, blasting this, with vague ideas of ways I could edit it.
  2. Picked the chords and sounds I wanted in the song and had my friend record each one individually. (He also made some buzzes in Max MSP.)
  3. Started chopping video clips – with liberal use of Time Remap and bezier handles – into sync with some freeware drum beats (kick and snare, which I gated within an inch of their lives).
  4. Once I had a fair number of drum-loop-video-clips, started writing the middle chunk of the song as it is now – where the guitar first comes in – in SoundTrack, by hacking together the audio clips one note at a time. (I am not good enough to play this song live on guitar.)
  5. From there I went back & forth, writing bits of music and finding video to go with it, or taking rhythmic clips of video and writing music for it, until the whole shebang started to come together.
  6. A massive number of video transitions, renders, and re-renders later (and maxing out the saturation to truly ludicrous amounts), we had this thing here. :D

My dad still asks how I stuck to the wall. Jokingly, I think.

New Thing

So hey ho, here’s a new thing.

Some quick housecleaning: One-Eyed Monsters is not dead, but it’s been on a shelf for a bit. If you ever read the devlog (p’ah!) then you know I was trying to code the thing myself, and hey, I was even kind of optimistic about it. Updates stopped because that wasn’t going so well. To get OEM done and have time to do anything else before dying of old age, I’ll need a coder, and I’m looking into a few prospects for raising the money to pay one.

Meantime, I’ve got another little project that I’m just starting to design, and setting ground rules to prevent it from ballooning to more than a 3-to-4 month project. I want to start it properly next month and get it most-of-the-way finished in time for the IGF deadline, if only just to have a deadline of any sort. Will make announcement, ehm… sometime.

This domain-and-blog came about because I certainly didn’t want to start yet another blog for the new project, and I haven’t really kept a normal blog, of the write-about-things-other-than-games-on-occasion variety, in a great while. Sooner or later I may port the OEM devlog over here and scrap the old site. This is going to be the central hub for just about everything now.

You can use the Category tags (there will be Category tags) to filter by project, or just look at everything.

Also, I had a sandwich today. Fucking awesome.